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Let me drown in my own feelings.
Let me drown in my own emotions.
In a pool full of words and memories.
I drown, I drown
so deeply
so pleasantly

so won't you please let me drown
so won't you please let me drag myself into the past
with faded words and faces that shall never, ever come back

if you please let me drown
with the tiny little needles in the sky
that fall from the heavens dressed in red and browns

you know once I held a rose
a very red rose
but as the saying goes
I pricked my finger on it

I bled for thousand a miles
for you to follow me
but you didn't


so won't you please let me drown
so won't you please let me drag myself into the past
with faded words and faces that shall never, ever come back
that fall from the heavens dressed in red and browns

Walking, seeing, and breathing are like an art.
They are a gift that was given to us.
We as humans tend to take these for granted...and then it's too late.
Life will go on and it goes on forever. A person always lives even after death.
Whether its through memory, or love.

Reality

Hey um did you know that reality hits you
reality can really hit you and hard
but um sometimes it's good and it make you a better person
other times it's to hurt you
no you know I'll take that back
it's always to make you a better person

and you always have to listen to those who love you
because you might think their wrong REALLY wrong but in
the end you'll always find out they were right

sometimes it's sad that they were right
other times it's a good thing they were right
and other times you just wish they had never been right

and you know sometimes the oldest person is not the wisest person
and sometimes the youngest person is not the dumbest person
everyone will always teach you something
whether it's a good thing a bad thing or a great thing
something that will benefit you or destroy you

and when reality hits you
you might want to scream, cry, or fight someone
but haven't you thought that maybe it's just better to be silent
and think, just think
take a minute and think clearly about what might happen if you
react the wrong way

"Today I felt like staying in fantasy. In the non-real world because I thought it was better. I thought that reality would hurt me but when I let go it actually made me a better person, a stronger one. Now all I have to do is sit here, wait, and get prepared because it's coming ......life is coming."

Time

Time seems to be going very slow, at times very fast, and at times it seems like the clock is not moving at all whatsoever, but it is 

it's always moving at the same pace 

 it's what you're doing that makes it feel faster, slower, or unmovable

if you're bored it goes very slow

if you're having fun or taking a break it's going very fast

if you're in trouble, or someone you know is in danger

 it's not moving

But in the end time never changes

1 minute will always be 60 seconds

1 hour will always be 60 minutes

and time will always go on and on

it's what you do with it what makes the change

time can fade away, it can be wasted, it can be spent

but the hour, the second, the minute, the day, will never be the same

for me and you it will never be 5:57pm on the day 7/17/2013 ever again

so spend your time wisely 

so what now.....I guess it's my turn to go and spend my time wisely

Why not?

Have you ever wanted to do something but you were afraid? so you didn't do it

Has anyone ever asked you if you wanted to do something? and said no (but you really did want to do it)

Have you ever wanted to audition for something? and didn't

why not?

why?

was it lack of confidence?

did fear over take you?

were you afraid to fail?

Can I tell you something? It's all in your mind

You can always try....and yes you'll be afraid....and you might not like it

but what happens if you do.....if you're not so afraid afterwards

and sometimes you will fail...I'm not saying you won't

but if you never take risks and never try...then you will never enjoy your life

and you'll always be in the safe zone

No offense but that's boring

You CAN get an A on the test!

You CAN make it on the choir!

You CAN have a roll in the play!

You CAN become an artist, dancer, singer!

Who says you can't? because it's a lie.....you can

and yes once in a while you will fail....but what you do is get back up, clean of the dust, move on, and try again. Or try something new!

If you never do something stupid then you'll never have something to talk about.

So go out there and try!trust me you'll be glad you did :)

Anger

let's see now
you're angry, right?
you're lonely
nobody wants to be near you
and people just....can't...stand...you

Now let's go back to the part where you're lonely
you have nobody to talk to
you have no friends
and you've hurt a lot of people
including me

those who love you
still care but they know to get away

Ha? Hey you know.....thank you
thank you so much for what you taught me
for what you taught all of us
because thanks to that we're strong
 and we know what's right and what's wrong

Now the whole picture
ANGER
what does it bring you
nothing good from what I can see

I'm not trying to mock you
or hurt you in any way
no I'm trying to let you know that ANGER IS WRONG
it's just a feeling, not a thought

it can destroy
hurt
leave a mark (not a good one)
and here's the thing you know that
you know that better than anybody
 better than he or she

I really don't know what else to tell you
I mean I've told you this thing so many times
and yet you still don't understand
or it's almost like you forget
you forget what your anger brings

but you know it's okay
I'll keep trying
reminding you
and telling you
because that's what someone who loves you would do

but I'm going to do it
from far away
so you won't hurt me
or the people around me
because we love you but we love ourselves more
and that's what you thought us
to love ourselves
and to never let anyone treat us in such a way

Hey we all make mistakes
but like you always say
sometimes it's time to take responsibility for our own actions

I love you
and this letter is for you
and you know who you are
I don't have to say you're name

let me say it one more time
ANGER BRINGS YOU NOTHING. AT LEAST NOT SOMETHING GOOD......

The advice

The advice you give me is great

you polished me like a ruby
you took care of me like a gardener takes care of his flowers
you cared for me
you loved me and now it's my turn

but wait I tried
and you didn't let me
I tried but you ignored me
destroyed me
and when I turned my back
you didn't care

but wait
I know who you are
I know what you can do and
I know that deep inside you still care

but as for now
I'll move away
and give you space
the space that you need
and that you want

let's just hope that when you're ready to have my company again
it won't be too late